Saturday, March 4
genesis meeting. - Saturday, March 04, 2006
O+ what my super sonic ears pick up: lifehouse - blind+O msn nick: kelly~*.
O+ msn personal msg:i don't want anybody to know.`
firstly, to calgary: CHEER UP! x)
to damala: thanks for cheering ME up. *hugs*
i went to my first genesis meeting after 3 wks yesterday. i guess i was EXTREMELY reluctant to go but it was mainly cos it was christie's last meeting that i went. anyway, the topic yesterday that jon desker held was about friendships. it was rather interesting i guess. it got me to prioritise all my friends,who i felt were most important to me.
UNDOUBTLY, of course it's SAMANTHA and DAMALA.
so i didn't regret going for the meeting after all( like how kenji had to rub it in ). i came out from supper feeling very determined(not cos of the food as i didn't eat any) abt what i should do(although they didn't notice it anw) and jason sent maria,christie,marcus and i back.
mom had to demoralise me early in the morning when i was asking my sis for advice. she said that "see lah, guys don't like you cos you too tomboyish. BE MORE LADY-LIKE LAH!" i heard my sis come to my defense as i walked out of the room, hurt. and so i have already put into place this defense mechanism in my mind as to NEVER talk about guys in front of her.
my sister gave me this advice 2 days ago.
she told me that if me and HIM are meant to be together, time will not be a factor.
advice taken.
if fate allowed us to meet, perhaps one day fate will bring us tgt.
luv alwaez.
kel